wholeness

I have had a lot on my mind about what I want for myself for this year. I find myself {as I'm sure many do}stirred to make goals, wishes, and strive to better themselves each January. I think it is a beautiful thing to stop, and ask yourself, "what do I need".

I've taken my time feeling out, and allowing my whole being to sense my needs, direction, and focus for this season.  It has been a wonderful, and organic experience so far. Just a few days ago, I was at Brew Craft Coffee reminiscing with my good friend, Misha, who I haven't seen for a while. I lived with Misha for my first two years of being in Redding. This lady knows me better than many of my friends. We sat on a comfy brightly colored couch, sipped some of the best coffee in Redding, and caught up on the last year of our lives. My talk with her was completely encouraging, as out talks usually are. She is so sweet, not judgemental, and seriously one of the best listeners. Misha has a gift with filling up my love tank with her candid words of affirmation. As I shared my stories, she had so much compassion for the journey I have been on this last year. Towards the end she pointed out that I had been through numerous difficult experiences, and she thought I was doing quite well considering those big events. I felt completely loved, validated, and understood.
Quality time with Misha, encouragement from mommas in my life, my natural interests, and my own quiet time has helped lead to into understanding what I desire for this season. You could sum up everything in one word: WHOLENESS. I am pursuing wholness in three different, but essential areas...

BODY
SOUL
SPIRIT

I'll dive deeper into process of pursuing wholeness in those three areas on another day. Right now, I am about to head home, and straight for my cozy bed.